never found a way to leave
lost my way on the road to breath
thoughts tiptoe through my minds child
live in hope or it may be denial
left alone to waver in hate
left alone when it was to late
given a prideless life
taken away with a beaten knife
leave me be, I need my space
fallen angel, tampered in grace
forsaken one, given to the world
break that face, break that mould
leave that world, leave that life
forsaken child, ends with this knife
lost the fight
lost the life
leave it now leave it now
lost the world
lost the mould
in the lost confusion of day
my life sleep's away
my hands fall to prayer
my mind forgets to care
the lungs begin to breath
the hate starts to leave
the words come to pass
it's light I wished for dark
the sun burns down apon
her lips I taste I won
my legs they crumble and shake
the heart it lets itself break
in the lost confusion of day
my life it fades away
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Do you ever think to yourself "stop trying to be something you're not"
but deep down you can't stop believing it? I get that all the time. I
know I'm only human but at the same time I know there's more to me
then just that.
I know there are things I do that other people can't, for example, my
reflexes are quicker, my speed is faster (I can keep up with a car on
the highway if I have to, or just wanted to). At the age of seven I
jumped off the top of a 5 story block of flats and walked away without
a scratch, I've walked out into traffic and been hit by a bus doing
60km/h.
Sometimes I can't feel pain even if I try to, but the
never had the words to say to him to tell i cared
never found the words to let him no i was there
all this time i feel alone
all this world i was never shown
this hand held down
this holy drown
wantting to stay and watch him grow
but this love for him he shall never know
the last thing i wanted was to leave him behind
the last thing i wanted was to leave him behind
they stole my pride i can never hide
they took my pride hate can never die
i cant get back what was taken
now not just me my son also forsaken
live this for me take this from me
i cant breath in me
