Born in to a world that is not my own
Every day I wake wishing that theyd all go away
Tearing apart my visions of bliss
No money people just live to exist
God is a faded memory no one cares to forget
The smart control the stupid and the stupid thought to be smart
Mindless drones breeding mindless bones
Temples sheltering empty hallways
This is not my life
This is not my world
Nor do I want it to be
Pass me by in the streets of the ruins
Dusty roads to walk along
A pale of paint to lay with
Nothing else would set me free
Dark blue mountain tops
Purple missy field
Jagged rocks on jagged rocks
Hearts beat then yield
An
If I could take the stars from the sky
And place them, back in your eyes
Carry your pain until you feel it no more
Steal away the scars and horror there for
I would carry your burden to free you of tears
Replace light with the scream of dark from your fears
I hold in my hands but warm memories of you
And hope one day I can bring you nice dream true
For you light
Look to the stars so see this in new light
Lost in the captivating silence
Drowned by all my fears
You come with the vision save me
Hold me up to hold me down
Gone are the seconds time drags on
Left are the visions
Look to the heavens
And you are in my deepest night sky
All I see is you
You will be there in this vision that saved me
Hold me up to hold me down
Gone are the seconds time drags on
Left are the visions
Lost in the heavens
Surround by this beauty of darkness
Captivate my darkest fear
Drowning by this magnitude of silence
Hold me up to hold me down
Lost by the vision
Fuck all the heavens
And you will be me da
never found a way to leave
lost my way on the road to breath
thoughts tiptoe through my minds child
live in hope or it may be denial
left alone to waver in hate
left alone when it was to late
given a prideless life
taken away with a beaten knife
leave me be, I need my space
fallen angel, tampered in grace
forsaken one, given to the world
break that face, break that mould
leave that world, leave that life
forsaken child, ends with this knife
lost the fight
lost the life
leave it now leave it now
lost the world
lost the mould
in the lost confusion of day
my life sleep's away
my hands fall to prayer
my mind forgets to care
the lungs begin to breath
the hate starts to leave
the words come to pass
it's light I wished for dark
the sun burns down apon
her lips I taste I won
my legs they crumble and shake
the heart it lets itself break
in the lost confusion of day
my life it fades away
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Do you ever think to yourself "stop trying to be something you're not"
but deep down you can't stop believing it? I get that all the time. I
know I'm only human but at the same time I know there's more to me
then just that.
I know there are things I do that other people can't, for example, my
reflexes are quicker, my speed is faster (I can keep up with a car on
the highway if I have to, or just wanted to). At the age of seven I
jumped off the top of a 5 story block of flats and walked away without
a scratch, I've walked out into traffic and been hit by a bus doing
60km/h.
Sometimes I can't feel pain even if I try to, but the
never had the words to say to him to tell i cared
never found the words to let him no i was there
all this time i feel alone
all this world i was never shown
this hand held down
this holy drown
wantting to stay and watch him grow
but this love for him he shall never know
the last thing i wanted was to leave him behind
the last thing i wanted was to leave him behind
they stole my pride i can never hide
they took my pride hate can never die
i cant get back what was taken
now not just me my son also forsaken
live this for me take this from me
i cant breath in me
you grace me with your presents what did i do so right
as i sit and look at you i ask myself how can an angel fly so low
angels are perfect but none as perfect as you
outside i frown but inside i smile brighter then the light around you glows
to touch you is bliss to hold you warmth
life breaths inside me, light breeds with in
the blanket of whispers flowers around
a million little things make up the beauty of your wings
hold you deep inside this heart forever will you stay
let the heavens cry to lose you as i dance around joyful flames
i feel this angels breath
as i live to hear your name
Current Residence: anywhere i sleep Favourite genre of music: anything that is real Favourite photographer: atm some random on here Favourite style of art: what ever i like at the time Skin of choice: i like my skin i'm so in to in to it Personal Quote: i love my life it's everyone else's life i have a problem with